malikatea

You took so lightly my sinking heartbeat You laughed at dark nights without sleep, My wounds were vane, My fears - not there. My steps now sound More distant every time You search for me inside the shadows. You cry alone, for me, for us, for more. Now you are weak and I - the wolf.

Should all your whispers get cold feet And all your kind words start to weep About my morning blues and winter chills, Should my strong coffee be too harsh Snd should my knifes that cave you blunt, Should you become aware Of our loneliness to be, I would forgo all of my dreams and leave, And let you heal.

Tell me no Tell me never Tell me forever Say That your soul will not Melt away at the sight Of my heart Say that My bite Will not hurt even when Your bleeding flesh feels raw and quivers Say That forgeting does not happen To you, to me, to our minds Say That my fears are not unbeatable And say You will hold on Say yes today So I can trust in us tomorrow.

Draw me on sand and leave me healing In the waves of tomorrow I will be hearts and arrows And promisses of a neverexisting future I will be Melting away Traces I will not leave behind on the ground The wind will carry my soul Meeting the other mirrors as it goes, it will always remember yours Forgive me.

Within whispers you hold on and unfold yourself. From the middle of the rain into the softness of the lake you dropped. Lost in the waves you are but a clear mirror. So alike and all the same like the rest. Into yourself fold and onto others do but as you are and do not contest. Do not challenge. Do not progress. You like the others be. Obey you must. You like the other flow, you like the others feel. Or so you were told. So you were taught. So you thought. Open. Unpin your roots and unground your strength. Vanish yourself into the blue. Reshape yourself. Within the whispers of the morning stay and rest. Be you.

Lost in the fire of thoughts Never forgiving Always forgeting that remembering Brings back only the lust Of regrets.

Let me lose myself in the dreams within your dreams. I will submerge my thoughts into the venom of desires that surround you. I will search for the truth within. Of the most black I will create the claws and of the most white the pain will be. No fear, no turning back. Throughout the early hours the noise will crumble and cut through to you; will seep into your pores and accumulate all energy from each cell. Ignited will be the fires. Burnt to the ground will be your shame. And when the day will come alive, and all your nightmares will have become true, I will have awakened the one inside. You will be true.

Drop me in your reality. Let me float on the sea of your dreams and drink from the shade of your nightmares. I will carefully pluck the sleep from you and replace it with wishes of tomorrow. I will restfully arrange your fantasies so that you can ruffle them back into a new order of life. I am your calm and your annulment. You will desire no more. I will suffice.

Grab your angel by the wings Pluck her feathers and pluck her will Grab her by the wrists and strangle her thoughts Draw the water over her head and push lies down her throat Let her chock Leave her for dead She will burn alive from the inside out. But when she will rise Your devils should run from her wrath.

Devour me slowly. Pixel by pixel as in a matrix of evolutionary romance I will succumb to your  desires. Lacking all knowledge of other possible futures I would not be able to say no. As it will always be you and all my choices in vain I would wish to change. The congruency points to you alone. I cannot escape what I cannot comprehend. Within the depths of your imagination I will reside until you'll have the courage to pick me up and lay me on the forefront shelf of your preoccupations. I shall wait patiently. The choice has already been taken for me.